No doubt that the love's probably spread since I've stopped paying attention. Lately I've been so busy and depressed that I haven't felt like doing anything. I've almost spent out two drawing books, and that scares me 'cause everything I do STILL sucks. I told Jamie I'd scan that picture her entry inspired in me, but I haven't. I've still got a few more weeks to break yet, it'll be okay. I'm leaving in a few hours because the dorms are completely shut down for 48 hours. I'm going to Ein's, and that should be interesting. I've been awake since 3:30 AM after getting about 2.5 hours of sleep, so it should remain very interesting for the rest of the day. Sometimes I want to cry for all of it. I hate this stupid job. The desk can take a fucking hike. I could have gone to visit Seiya! I could be at home right now asleep still in my cushy bed! No. I'm at work, and have been for five or so hours. Inspiring ne? Christmas has been odd so far. My dad and aunt copped out, and I got my sewing machine so that's fun. I also have scarves aplenty now, as well as my own copy of Megaman to break and a Secret of Mana Theater shirt. It's funny as all hell. I still have the stolen blanket of great justice to keep me happy if nothing else, so that's good. If I don't walk away from the next couppla days rested someone's gonna die. On a semi-tangential note, the space heater's making me sick again. I'll write later.

Happy holidays everyone! I love you all!

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